xtcian: 500th of a second

December 16, 2004

500th of a second

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April, 1987 - just after parents' divorce, suddenly having heart palpitations every night, three months away from being driven to the UNC Student Mental Health Center for paralyzing depression, sleeping very late, yet very excited to see how it all turns out

Posted by irw at December 16, 2004 11:15 PM

Comments

Posted by: Bud at December 17, 2004 03:42 AM

And you'd just invited me to spend the summer with you in good ole New Jersey. I knew some of your woes, had no idea how rough you were having it then. You hid it well. Maybe if I'd lived with y'all in Grimes. I started to type that I wish I'd known the whole deal, but then again, it was probably better not to know.

Are you saying you're now in a similar emotional place?

(I'm not actually angling for another invitation.)

Posted by: oliver at December 17, 2004 06:01 AM

Sounds dreadfull. I'm glad to see from the photo that in spite of it all your morale was so good.

Posted by: CL at December 17, 2004 06:24 AM

The hair is awesome.

Posted by: hilary at December 17, 2004 07:26 AM

you look like a 1980's movie star...very "Breakfast Club" or "St. Elmo's Fire." a male molly.

Posted by: Ian at December 17, 2004 07:44 AM

Hey Bud, want to spend this summer in New Jersey?

Posted by: Joanna at December 17, 2004 10:53 AM

Glad to hear someone got an appt. at Student Health Psych. I was told they were booked and sent back to my cinderblock dorm room to play The Smiths/The Smiths over and over and sleep as much as possible in hope that it would all be over more quickly. Another reason they�ll never get a dime.